sometimes i wish you will go away.
sometimes i wish you could just keep quiet.
sometimes i wish you were mute.

BUT NO.

let me do it my way.
let me do what i want

JUST ONCE.

its enough.
i will be happy.
im not your servant.

people do not get to choose which family they want to be in.
people do not get to choose which gender they want to be.
people do not get to choose which path they take.

i just hope
really hope
that you can fulfil my wish.
just this wish.
and i will be grateful to you all my life.